I didn’t become an overachiever because I wanted to. I became one because it was the only way to be seen.
My parents weren’t around much when I was a kid. And when they were, they weren’t exactly paying attention. The only time I got noticed was when I accomplished something (or when I was shoving my over-explaining sentences down anyone’s throat who would listen, let’s be honest)—when I won, when I excelled, when I proved I was worth looking at.
So I worked hard. I never half-assed anything. I pushed myself, not because I loved the grind, but because effort equaled praise and praise equaled being valued.
It’s easy to see how that conditioning followed me into adulthood. If I wasn’t achieving, I wasn’t worth much. If I wasn’t working hard, what reason did anyone have to care?
During a coaching session, a client had a powerful realization—she wasn’t just staying busy for the sake of productivity. She felt like she had to be busy. To her, exhaustion was proof that her work was in demand, that she was worth what she charged. Even though she logically believed in the value of her work, she subconsciously felt the need to justify it through overwork.
See how sneaky these limiting stories can be? Layers on layers.
And when your usefulness is your identity, stopping feels like death.
Not in the poetic way, either. In the very real, I-don’t-know-who-I-am-without-a-deadline way. The kind that makes free time feel like failure. The kind that makes silence feel like suffocation. The kind that has you considering a personal growth project when you quit your job because, god forbid, you exist without something to optimize.
So what happens when you stop? Who are you if you’re not achieving?
Here’s the ugly truth: the first phase of undoing this mindset is grief.
You’re not just letting go of workaholism—you’re letting go of the version of you that believed it was the key to belonging. The one that believed if you worked hard enough, achieved enough, proved yourself enough, you’d finally feel worthy.
You won’t. You never did. That’s why you kept running. Trust me, I’m all too familiar.
Things I did to rebuild a sense of self outside of my work:
Stop turning everything into a project.
If you quit your job and immediately start “healing from burnout” like it’s a full-time gig, I have bad news. The way out isn’t more structure, more accountability, more measurable goals. It’s sitting in the discomfort of being a person with no title, no clear path, no perfectly crafted 5-year plan.Find joy without monetizing it.
This one hurts. When you’ve spent years seeing your value through productivity, the idea of doing something “just because” feels ridiculous. A waste of time. Try anyway. Pick up hobbies that don’t look good on a resume. Doodle in a sketchbook. Make shitty pottery. Write bad poetry. Do things for the sake of joy**, not growth
I learned how to bead earring! Redefine rest as something other than a ‘reward.’
Workaholic culture teaches us that rest must be earned. That it’s something we unlock after we’ve put in enough hours, accomplished enough tasks, drained ourselves enough to deserve a break. That’s bullshit. Rest is a requirement, not a privilege. You do not need to be exhausted to justify stillness.Question who benefits from your overworking.
The “I just love being busy” people? The “grind never stops” people? The ones who make burnout look aspirational? Ask yourself: who profits from this mindset? Because it’s rarely you. If your productivity only serves someone else’s bottom line, maybe it’s time to rewrite the story.Get curious about what busyness is keeping you from feeling.
Another for the I love being busy people? The ones who can’t sit still without feeling restless or unworthy? Busyness isn’t just a habit—it’s a shield. A way to outrun the fear that without constant motion, they might not be enough. If slowing down feels unbearable, the real question isn’t why stay busy?—it’s what are you afraid to face?Make peace with being ‘unremarkable.’
This is the hardest one. If your entire identity has been tied to what you can do, then the idea of being just some person is terrifying. But here’s the thing: You were never born to be a brand. You are allowed to just be. Even if it’s quiet. Even if no one claps. Even if it doesn’t fit neatly on a LinkedIn profile.
** Note on this, it’s not going to feel like joy when you start, it’s going to feel pointless, especially if you’re bad at it, this is the work. Keep going. OR if you’re decent at the thing you’re doing, your brain is going to try and turn it into something for profit, resist, resist, resist, this is the work. Resist and keep going.
What if you don’t have to earn the right to exist?
What if the point of being here isn’t to be the most productive, most successful, most optimized version of yourself?
What if you don’t need a five-year plan as much as you need a damn minute to breathe?
What if you’ve been enough this whole time?
Because you have. And I think it’s time you started acting like it.
to the brave thing,
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