đŽ The Monthâs Energy Forecast
This month feels like trying to drive a race car with no map and the brakes stuck halfway down. Thereâs fireâdonât get me wrong. But itâs misfiring in places. April holds that weird edge where clarity almost clicks, but something still isnât sitting right. You know what you want, but either the path to it is foggyâor youâre realizing what you thought you wanted mightâve been a performance all along.
The King of Wands reversed calls out the part of you thatâs been performing confidence instead of cultivating it. That âfake it âtil you make itâ version of you is tired, boss. And the Two of Swords? Thatâs the part of you pretending you donât have to chooseâwhen deep down, you already know the answer. Youâre just not sure youâre ready to live with it.
April isnât about forging ahead. Itâs about asking:
Am I willing to pause long enough to choose something honestâ
even if it means giving up what looked impressive from the outside?
đ˛ Tarot Takeaways
King of Wands Reversed: This is ambition without alignment. Drive without direction. The inner CEO whoâs been operating from burnout and bravado. Heâs magnetic, yesâbut only when he's rooted. When reversed, he becomes a showman with something to prove. The medicine? Humility. Grounded fire. Reconnecting to why you started in the first place.
Two of Swords: Youâre at the fork. Eyes closed. Arms crossed. Convinced thereâs no ârightâ answer. This isnât indecisionâitâs fear of consequence. But choosing nothing is a choice. And itâs starting to cost you more than the risk ever would.
This month invites you to sit with discomfort long enough to hear your real answer. The one that scares you because itâs actually yours.
đ The Cosmic Forecast
TL;DR: Weâve got retrogrades wrapping, a Full Moon asking you to deal with your relationship drama, a New Moon in Taurus whispering âstart again, but softer,â and Neptune kicking off a 14-year identity recalibration. No big deal. Just soul stuff.
March 30: Neptune enters Aries
Big, rare shift. The planet of dreams, illusions, and soul-level truth moves into Aries for the first time since the 1800s. Translation: personal identity is about to go through a collective glow-up (or breakdown). Think: reclaiming who you are beneath the roles youâve been playing.April 7: Mercury stations direct in Pisces
Mercury finally stops spinning backwards, so your brain might come back online. Expect conversations, clarity, and tech to get slightly less unhinged.April 12: Venus stations direct in Pisces
Love, money, and beauty get their groove back. Romantic confusion lifts. Creative projects you shelved may call you back.April 12 (5:21 PM PDT): Full Moon in Libra
Relationship audit time. Where have you been over-functioning? Where do you need more reciprocity? Old wounds around fairness might resurface. Donât ghost yourself to keep the peace.April 16: Mercury enters Aries
Sharp tongues, bold ideas, and no patience for passive-aggression. Just try not to burn every bridge while you're feeling spicy.April 18: Mars enters Leo
The cosmic green light for showing the hell up. Confidence rises. So does egoâso lead with heart, not performance.April 19: Sun enters Taurus
Time to slow down. Taurus season is sensual, stubborn, and grounding. After all that Aries chaos, this is where we catch our breath.April 27: New Moon in Taurus
A reset for your values. Perfect time to get clear on whatâs actually worth investing in (money, time, energy, your nervous system, all of it).
⨠Human Design Gates for April (Week by Week)
Each week, the sun moves through a different energetic theme in Human Design. Hereâs what weâre working with:
March 31 â April 5:
Gate 21 â Control.
Are you leadingâor micromanaging? Themes around power, control, and resource management. Perfect time to reassess your relationship to structure and authority.April 6 â April 11:
Gate 51 â Shock.
This gate brings jolts meant to wake you up. Think initiations, plot twists, and WTF moments that realign you. Itâs not chaos for chaosâ sakeâitâs clarity in disguise.April 12 â April 17:
Gate 42 â Growth.
The gate of finishing what you started. This is the energy of closure, completion, and fertile endings. Think compost, not waste.April 18 â April 23:
Gate 3 â Mutation.
New beginnings born from disorder. This gate thrives in the mess between what was and whatâs becoming. Itâs awkward. Itâs uncomfortable. Itâs necessary.April 24 â April 29:
Gate 27 â Nourishment.
Are you caring for yourselfâor just managing survival? This week is about real care. The kind that asks you to slow down and be honest about what you need.
đ Weekly Tarot Pulls + Journal Prompts
Week 1:
Tarot: The Tower â Let it fall. Let it surprise you. What looks like destruction might actually be divine demolition.
Prompt: What truth have I been avoiding because it might change everything?
Week 2:
Tarot: Justice â Time to re-balance the scales. What are you tolerating that doesnât sit right with your integrity?
Prompt: Where am I choosing peace over truth, and what is it costing me?
Week 3:
Tarot: Knight of Swords â Momentum builds, but donât rush past the nuance. Bold doesnât mean reckless.
Prompt: What am I ready to say out loud that Iâve been dancing around?
Week 4:
Tarot: The Empress â Receptivity, pleasure, softness. You donât have to push to be powerful.
Prompt: What would it look like to nourish the part of me that always feels behind?
đż Simple Spellwork for April
The Red Thread Choice Ritual
Youâll need:
A red thread or ribbon
Two small objects that represent two paths, ideas, or decisions
A quiet moment
Lay the two objects in front of you. Sit with each. Feel into their weight. Their truth. Tie the red thread around the one you donât choose, as a symbolic cord-cutting. Bury or put away that object. Carry the other with you for the rest of the month. Let this be your tether to clarity.
⨠Final Musings
Youâre not confused. Youâre just scared to want what you really want.
And hey, that makes sense. The world taught you to be strategic, not honest. To be impressive, not intuitive. But your body remembers what truth feels like. Itâs that tiny tension in your chest when you say yes to something you meant to say no to. Itâs the sigh of relief when you finally tell the truth, even if your voice shakes.
April doesnât require a master plan. Just a willingness to stop pretending you donât know.
Let it be messy. Let it be honest. Let it be yours.
Soft Considerations:
What clarity have I been performing instead of actually feeling?
What choice do I already know I need to make, even if it feels terrifying?
Where can I stop negotiating with what I already know is true?
Hereâs to choosing whatâs honest over whatâs impressive.
Thank you for reading. đ¤
to the brave thing,

If you want to support my work, it would mean the world to me.



Okayyyy serendipity. I pulled the tower this morning! These journaling prompts are đĽđĽ Thank you for sharing your magic with the world!